Awful! That is the exact description of "today". I woke up 6:00 in the morning so that I could be in school by 8:00 to get my clearance (which is unnecessary upon enrollment for the next semester). The real deal is… I am not confident with regards of my scores. Therefore, I have to get my clearance to know if I am lucky enough to pass all my courses this semester or the cause of my irresponsibility will start paying off. Although I assure that, I would pass 5 out of my 8 courses, that will not guarantee my stay in the university. (Rule to keep in mind: 9 units failed = goodbye UST.) As I enter the room 221 of the Education Bldg. I saw two of my classmates, Aple and Cindy holding their clearance. The next thing is…

Cindy: Shit! Akala ko babagsak talaga ko sa French! Buti na lang talaga!

Aple: Sabi ko na eh! Babawian ako ni Bonjour. (We use to call our French professor as Bonjour instead of Monsieur.)

Yuumi: Hala! Bagsak ka? *referring to Aple* Ako din for sure! Wag lang talaga sa Computer at Lit. *falls in line to get her clearance*

Cindy: Ano Yuumz? May bagsak ka?

Yuumi: Yuck! Bagsak din ako sa French.

Aple: Ang hirap pa naman ma-ireg.

Cindy: Buti nakalusot ako kay Bonjour! *laughs*

Yuumi: Siyempre! Crush ka ni Bonjour eh! *laughs*

          Yeah! My first ever Failed finally occurred. I am so upset. All I am asking for is a 3.00, is that too much to ask? (u_u') However, I have to admit that I always have butterflies dancing inside my tummy every clearance day for the past five semesters.

          Every first day of the class, I always say to myself that I would be better this time. But holy crap! I never put my words into action. I remain being sloppy. And now I'm at my worst! I'm ill. I'm broke. and I'm a failure. I'm taking this seriously because my mom will surely does. Waaaah! Nakakainis talaga! >.<